what would you change..... if you could go back into the past....?
i dont know....
i rather not change anything,
though i would like to go back so that i could say the right things...
to the people that needed it at that time...
really i wouldn't change anything....
it would be 'cheapen-ing' all the events that people went thru
if we would just be able to go back and change things...
no..... so yeah... i would change nothing....
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I've been trying to recall to see if I had done something wrong a week ago...
i wonder....
a week ago.... where was i .. oh yeah in a movie theatre...
after that we moved on to the thingy....
yeah ....
maybe thats where it all changed?
but why?!?!?!?!
what exactly happened....
i havent been able to eat at all....
if i try.. it comes back up the way it came in... lol...
its already been 7 days... since i ate anything....
7 days.... and a few hours...
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what could be wrong?
maybe... she has sth against ppl that smoke? maybe? i dunno...
but .... sigh.. i dunno....
what what what.. i have to talk to her....
as soon as she gives the go ahead....
i am LDeZaNH
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my heart hurts everytime...
cos i dunno why...
everytime i think about how...
no... this should be kept in my heart...
.......... its not like i own anyone...and no .... ARGH
.... i dont know.... my heart... hurts everytime i think of her...
i hurt...
it overpowers the hunger im facing......
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power.... is not necessary here...
i cant beat up anyone to solve this problem
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i wonder.... what it'll take to resolve this matter...
she requires time...
i cant do anything else for now...
for now...
starve you loser named dean