Ytd was a LONG day............... seriously VERY LONG....
woke up early... VERY EARLY...
finished packing my bag at about 2pm..
had to go AMK for a bit for a meeting with a client damn tiring can?
lol ducky is so lame... haha she didnt wanna give me zeke's hp no. cos i said i wanted to stalk him -_-"" lololol....
ok ... so the meeting ended at 5pm.. it was successful to say the list... hehe...
then i slowly walk to the mrt station ask the person at the CR where some buses were.. in the end, i took mrt to somerset.....
wooots.... walked SLOWLY from somerset mrt..... VERY SLOWLY... reached PS after walking for about 15 mins i think.... lol .... then i walked around PS... looking at stores for stuff..... and all that kinda stuff.... wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
ok blah blah blah.... saw curt... then i went with him to the PH...ok then saw them all ze... woots.. hahaha.... ok give things.. blah blah movie.... play.... nua HOME... ok thats all...
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NOW TELL ME....
what is the use of knowing 100 stances, having amazing reflexes, being able to read other people's actions, having great evasion skills, being able to deflect/absorb hits and shrug them off as if they were nothing..... sigh...
i always knew that my kind of strength was useless in this time....
but yesterday, i came to a realisation.... that it is USELESS...
i finally actually understood the power is useless...
but that doesnt mean that im going to forsake it.....
somehow it will help in one way or another....
i think... but....
knowing to utilise pressure point strikes or focal point techs...
really is useless... bcos ... NONE of the things i know how to do...
was able to help at ALL.....
i was born in the wrong era..... this isnt my time.....
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8:53pm
havent had the appetite to eat since morning....
havent had anything to eat... just occasional drinks of cold water.....
sigh... shit.... im hungry but no appetite how?!?!!?!?